indelible shadows

There is a vitality, a life force, an energy, a quickening that is translated through you into action, and because there is only one of you in all of time, this expression is unique. And if you block it, it will never exist through any other medium and it will be lost. The world will not have it. It is not your business to determine how good it is nor how valuable nor how it compares with other expressions. It is your business to keep it yours clearly and directly, to keep the channel open. You do not even have to believe in yourself or your work. You have to keep yourself open and aware to the urges that motivate you. Keep the channel open. No artist is pleased. There is no satisfaction whatever at any time. There is only a queer divine dissatisfaction, a blessed unrest that keeps us marching and makes us more alive than the others.

-Martha Graham

i want to work in revelations

not just spin silly tales for money

i want to fish as deep down as possible

into my own subconscious 

in the belief that once that far down

everyone

will understand

because they are the same

that far down

(kerouac)

its always worth keeping an eye on things that dont fit in anywhere -

mutations are the key to evolution.

-faris yakob

'If'

by rudyard kipling

performed by dennis hopper