indelible shadows

I want a woman who can sit me down, shut me up, tell me ten things I don’t already know, and make me laugh. I don’t care what you look like, just turn me on. And if you can do that, I will follow you on bloody stumps through the snow. I will nibble your mukluks with my own teeth. I will do your windows. I will care about your feelings. Just have something in there.

—Henry Rollins

those dance moves.

“…people have to think seriously about what it means for them to be alive here and now because they know they’re going to die sometime. Right? Who would think about what it means to be alive if they were just going to go on living forever? Why would they bother? Or even if they should bother, they’d probably just reckon, ‘Oh, well, I’ve got plenty of time for that. I’ll think about it later’. But we can’t wait till later. We’ve got to think about it right this second. I might get run over by a truck tomorrow afternoon. And you, Mr. Wind-up Bird: you might starve to death. One morning three days from now, you could be dead in the bottom of a well. See? Nobody knows what’s going to happen. So we need death to make us evolve. That’s what I think. Death is this huge, bright thing, and the bigger and brighter it is, the more we have to drive ourselves crazy thinking about things.”

— May Kasahara, The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle

SMOG // our anniversary

When your eyes are tired
 the world is tired also.

When your vision has gone
no part of the world can find you.

Time to go into the dark
where the night has eyes
to recognize his own.

There you can be sure
you are not beyond love.


The dark will be your womb tonight.
The night will give you a horizon
further than you can see. 


You must learn one thing:
The world was made to be free in.

Give up all the other worlds
except the one to which you belong.

Sometimes it takes darkness
 and the sweet confinement
 of your aloneness to learn

Anything or anyone
 that does not bring you alive
is too small for you.

-David Whyte

BEIRUT shot by VINCENT MOON

george winston